Productive!! hopefully!!!

 SOTD: Rosegarden Funeral Party - "Fear of Feeling Nothing"

On Wednesday, I hung out with some friends before German 1! At one point, GR offered to redraw the fursona (feathersona?) she made me to make it more masculine, patted my head, and said "it's okay to be trans" with a tiny chuckle. How am I supposed to respond to that? I already feel like a child around GR and her brother (ER)- not necessarily in a bad way (I am short, GR is 19 and 4in taller than me, and ER is a foot taller than me)- and patting my head did not help with that feeling.

Speaking of the fursona, it is a mix of a peacock and a dracula parrot, and was very unintentionally Christmas-y. But she is very cute :) AND my mom got me another iced white chocolate mocha :D

After classes that day, I was supposed to meet up with AD and a friend of hers I hadn't met, but the idea of going to the Cove (cafeteria/food & drink place at college) stressed me out so I cancelled last minute. I was legitimately one room away. Less than 10 steps away from her (but mostly out of view), and just said my mom wanted me home. Sometimes, I really suck. 

On Friday, I went ice-skating with friends again! Once again, it was from 8:30-11:00 AM since there's less children (and less people entirely) during that time. I fell way less than the first time I went (only ~5 times, while I fell over 12 times a month ago (which WAS my first time ice-skating ever!)). I had great fun :)

Over the weekend, my parents went to the family cabin and left my 11 year-old brother and my sick and mildly feverish 4 year-old brother with me. It would've been a more relaxing weekend without the both of them, but I'll take what I can get. While the rest of my family was gone, I had to clean all 3 bathrooms, dust downstairs (and sweep + mop living room floors + vacuum carpets, including under the couches), clean the kitchen (counters, stove, dishes, sweep + mop floor), and finally do my laundry and empty my trash can. I had also planned to try gothic makeup again but never found the energy for it. It kind of felt like I wasted my weekend. 

Yesterday, I went to Fred Meyer + Costco with my mom :) yay :)

Today, I was pretty productive: I turned in a draft of my short story for my workshop + workshop letter, I read chapter 13 for psychology, posted psych discussion board + responded to someone else's post, quiz (100%), submitted an assignment, exam (96%), and turned in part 2 of my psych experiential project... BUT I did skip German 1 today. I just didn't feel like going to class. At least I was productive!

I learned that Western has a guaranteed admissions program (WeGAP) (which I qualify for), so I spent the past 2 weeks or so worrying about nothing. I emailed folks about it, and I should eventually get reimbursed for the $70 I spent on an official/typical application fee. I didn't even have to do anything on my end! 

Also, I want to try a productivity challenge that I've been seeing on Tumblr/Studyblr for a while now... where I just try to be productive for some amount of consecutive days. I'll do 100 days, since that seems to be standard. 1/100. Let's GOOOOO!!!!